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Yeah, the second day goes by and my desire grows stronger and stronger. Permanently I’m thinking about getting a smoke and forget it. Just one won’t stop me from quitting, but makes it less uncomfortable.

I hate this feeling. I hate it when I’m not in control of my desires. Let’s wait and see what the next days will bring. Hopefully it get’s better and I’m not switching into berserk mode!

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